Never done a journal in here before. Woop.

So some stuff. I haven't done any modelling since the shoot with Michael in August 2008. Not because I haven't want to, but I got sick. And then I lost more weight. Which I put back on. But then lost again.

And three weeks ago I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia. Woop.

At least I know whats wrong with me. I can get a grip on it and start trying to manage the condition.

And maybe when I start feeling better, I can do some shoots again.

Although I'm very less Goth than I used to be, my hair is too long to dye black (and too fragile, it breaks so easily my hairdresser told me not to dye it anymore), I don't wear the clothes (you can't buy them in Bath anywhere!)... I don't even do the make-up anymore (just eyeliner, my Mum dyes my eyelashes and eyebrows for me).

So in conclusion, I'm sick, I'm trying to get better, no longer Goth as such.

xxx Elle xxx